dead set what is wrong with me? like can someone please tell me why im always screwing things up! I feel like such a mistake.. My best friend has been there for me through so much, he has made me smile, laugh when know one truly could.. so why am I the idiot that goes fucks it up!? arg someone slap me.

The feeling of being used and unloved fucking perfect!

guys can’t go jump!

:(! fucklife.

I cant do anything anymore.. I give up on fucking everything! I don’t feel good enough I feel alone I don’t feel like anyone is there! Im at the point I just don’t want to get out of bed, I want to run away.. Who’d even miss me? would any one know im even gone.. Sometimes I just want to leave and run away to see if anyone would try and find me.. Im over feeling tired im over feeling worthless I just want to leave myself and never come back